You turned my frown upside down!!

ronette!!!! your letter came in the mail today and it totally turned my frown upside down!!! i loved reading it and totally put myself in your shoes... personally i would hit the crazy if she is looking for a fight then a fight i would give her!!! she sounds annoying... and for that i am sorry to both you and danielle

i cant wait for you to come home!!!! only 11 more months to go :)

Grudges

okay so i have a problem... this is called grudges! It is something i am trying to work on i promise... but if people wrong me i find it hard to be nice because i start our friendship off with the utmost trust... and it is until you wrong me that our friendship is over... how horrible is that to say? i am my mothers daughter :) so please understand i am working on it!! i am trying to be more forgiving and less harsh... it is a process

so on a happier note Brett Michaels and the Captain almost got killed yesterday!!! HAHAH
my little LaRona was driving to class yesterday and they decided to meet in the middle of the street!! needless to say they almost got ran over!!!


Number of Sightings today..... 4

Stage Ruines Lives

the title should be enough for people to know.... that stage ruines peoples lives

first off i would like to say that some people are not the same person you thought they were!! This so called hot/sweet set up crew! NOT THE CASE!!!! they, with the exception of two, are the biggest d bags i have ever met in my life! you deserve everything you have coming to you in life!!! JERKS!!!!

next i would like to say that people make some really horrible choices at this place... i cannot be everyones mom how ever much i would like to be and sometimes you need to fall flat on your face and pick up the pieces.... im happy that things are now working out for you dont be that stupid EVER again

and lastly i would like to say that a certian someone who works in my office and has a title DOES have a life people!!!! hello just because she works for the prancer does not mean that she does not have a life... come on now

i would like the also mention that i am really considering getting my masters in higher education at the university of arkansas. the perk you may ask... they are going to pay for my two years.

okay so there is a little bit of time between the time i graduate and when i can apply for the masters program... thoughts right now... spend those four months in italy!!!!

Is that Brett Michaels???

okay so a life update... i want you all to pray for two people

first i would love the prayers for ronnie... she is in need of them, ronnie know that i pray and think about you every day and i love you very much. this is just a test of your faith and i know that you will pass with flying colors :)

second i would like you to pray for my friend who is having some girl troubles. he needs helping believing in himself and know that the right girl will come along and that she will want to be with him instead of this current girl who is stringing him along and it really is hurting me to see him so depressed

so here is a funny that i would like to share... there is a certain Brett Michaels on this campus... can you spot him??? hahahah well today i have heard of three different spotting and the funny thing is that brett was not wearing the usual bandanna but dressed up!! What the Duce Brett

so homecoming nominations come out today and i cannot wait to see if i made it for homecoming queen!!

oh and for those of you out there observing Ramadan only 13 more days!!

Thank you Debbie :)

so i was doing a project for my leadership class and i was asked to find three people who know and love me, and ask them to write how they see my strengths in me. This is what debbie wrote and i really think that is was spot on to who i am.... and i wanted to say thank you :)

ADAPTABILITY - you definitely can "go with the flow" or live in the moment. No question about it. I know that it is simply worthless to tell you something a week, or month out. Because, your plans adapt with the day. So, I need to tell you that day, perhaps an hour or two before, to be sure I am on your radar. It means you can be extremely fun - but also I'm sure poses a problem to your friends who want you to be planful. :)

COMMUNICATION - "you feel a need to bring events to life" - that is SO you! When you talk, it is a story, and it is an engaging story. Your body movements, your gestures, each story is BIG. You want your story to be remembered! It helps you connect with others, even those who don't know you very well. It enables to you to make someone feel connected to you through your story. When a person meets you, they remember you. :) Your presence is very lively!

RESPONSIBILITY - You want things you to do be worthwhile and done well. It bothers you if someone does something haphazardly or they lack follow through. You expect others to be responsible - and it frustrates you to the point of dismissing others when they are not. You don't want to commit to something unless you know you can carry it through. I think your Adaptability might get in your way on this one, because Responsibility wants to commit to things and see them done, yet Adaptability says "hey - let's just stop this and go here for the moment!!" Hmm - strengths in conflict?

POSITIVITY - You always have a smile, you always brighten a room you enter. You carry energy and enthusiam wherever you go. You believe a person must always have a sense of humor about life. Life is inheritly good. I think your faith compliments this - God is good, life is good. Woo hoo!

HARMONY - This one is a bit harder. I don't see it right away. I think you do like debate and antagonism. Still, I also know when you speak of your family and those closest to you - you want peace. You see persons similarities, not just their differences. You know that we are all created differently, yet we have common threads that bind us, and should help us go forward as one. I think you do want harmony for those whom you allow close to your heart. I just think it is hard for you to let someone close to you, really close to the real Michele. So, you don't mind stirring it up a bit in those who you can hold at a distance. Once they warm their way in close to you, I think then you desire the "lets all get along" attitude to prevail.

The ostrich that wont go away!

okay for many of you have noticed that i like to put up pictures of giraffes. well it would be great if the freaking ostrich was not in the picture!!!!!!

GO AWAY you are an ugly animal.....

TGIF

what a wonderful program was that on ABC... i can remember that it had the best shows on this friday program... i can also remember that when i would get into trouble my mom would punish me by saying that i cant watch TGIF... back then to a 6-13 year old that is devistating.

so friday was a very exciting day. i had work at two... i slept all day thank you 50 cent drinks at stage!!!!! and it was the first home soccer game... now i would like to explain myself i have fallen in love with the sport of soccer... not because there are some very nice looking guys on the team but because i have been in europe on two different occasions and both times all i did was watch soccer matches. you really start to love the sport. while i never played as a youngster, and yes i made fun of this sport for a good while... i really love to watch it... the MSU Mustangs took on the A & M International Dirt something of another, not really important and we won! it was so exciting to watch... now what was not exciting was the fact that one of their players in like the 20th minute of the first half took out one of our players and he ended up in the ER with a possible fracture. Note that this player was automatically ejected from the game... good move ref :) Oh on a happy note Estaveo or however you spell his name scored a goal :) and Ahmad got an assist it was a good game for the set up crew :)

after the game bolser and i went down on the field like the little soccer girls and asked the guys for their autographs!!! it was hilarious first we asked Estaveo and he thought it was a joke... well funny thing mr brazil it was a joke but we wanted to do it anyway.... we got like 4 or 5 signatures it was just funny to see these guys reaction to me and kristen asking for their signature... and to take a picture with them... you would think i was asking for their first born!!! but i got a great picture with Estaveo and Jermey and then snagged a picture of Ahmad Pete and Estaveo!!

all in all it was a great Friday... and today is Saturday and my dad and little sister are coming to visit me!!!!! i havent seen them in so long it will be fun! i think we are going bowling :)

Dear Rain Puddles....

so some funny things have happened in the past two days...

first off it has been raining non stop for the past three days... i feel like i am in the twilight book minus the sexy vampire coming to rescue me from myself. so because of this rain the campus becomes flooded and thus certain surfaces become slick. so let me set up the picture for you... i was just getting out of my foundations of political science class... while in class i had texted Nathalia telling her that i was going to bust my butt today... well to make a long story short, i came out of class talking to some of the new girls and slip!!!!! there michele goes into the large puddle of water. I was soaked!!!! and all you hear is people gasping in air, and saying oh my god was that michele.... sure was!!!! hahahahah i am glad that it happened to me because i could get up and walk it off.... i am sure that if that were to happen to someone else they would have been devastated.

okay now after all of that happened i went to a talk last night... it was from a guy who used to attend MSU. His senior year he was in a car accident which almost killed him. He is now in a wheelchair and cannot talk. He is able to communicate through a computer system... it was just so heartbreaking to see him... but the best part was that he was just so happy to be alive!

after that danny and i had what seemed like a heart to heart. he is a very interesting individual. His views are very different than my own, but at the same time it's nice to take a little peek into who the real danny is.

11:11

okay so there is this huge thing about people who make wishes on 11:11... well i am writing this blog at 11:11 hahah how dumb :)

so new and exciting things going on in my life right now... none!
i hate night classes..... well all except my leadership class and i am not just saying that because Dail teaches the class.. but i know that i am going to learn a lot from this class to not only better myself but better Alpha Phi.

okay for a quick little... ARE YOU SERIOUS... so people are not suppose to drink whatever i know people do.... but can we not post them on facebook where everyone can see??? are you really looking to get into more trouble than you already are?? you have got to be kidding me!!! you are seriously in enough trouble right now... why would you be as dumb as you girls are being and post pictures like that on facebook?? you girls are really dumb... congrats on your 14 girls

i want the core 5 to know that i miss you girls so much :) i cannot believe that we had such a great time together... we need to meet up once a week for dinner and drinks

so this is what i have determined about the whole guy situation... i really hope for the best for the two of them.

Super Trooper!

so it is now the end of formal recruitment and let me tell you that i could not be happier with Alpha Phi!!! you girls did an amazing job and should be so proud of yourselves! i now am the proud sister to 38 sisters!!! i could not be happier :)

on a sad note i am sad to not be a rho gamma any more!! we had a core 5 we called ourselves the corps! and we become so close in just a weeks time!!! i love those girls with all my heart... if i could turn back tiiiiiioooome!!! hahahahah

so today is my birthday and let me tell you what! i can honestly say that i am blessed to have made it another year. i have done, in my opinion, a lot of growing up in just a years time. i have seen many ups and downs and they have made me the person i am today.

thank you to everyone for the birthday wishes they were greatly appreciated!!

if you had a perm and a bow in your hair you would need a lot more than courage!!! hahah lqtm... no who am i kidding i am LOL!!!!! hahahaha

oh and a side note our football team won this weekend!!! GO STANGS!!
also our soccer team was in Canyon, Texas this weekend and lost a game on Friday :( but came back and won today!!! what a wonderful birthday did i have!!!!

A Tribute to Meatloaf

So the first day of recruitment went so well!!! I am so proud of my Rho Gamma group. They are having such a great time... well at least they look like they are enjoying themselves :)

this week is going to be a hectic week but in the end i feel like it will pay off for not only the girls but for me as well. I know that i can learn a lot from these girls and visa versa.

I would like to make a shout out to Ronnie... I want you to know that I miss you so much and I cannot wait to hear from you... and i want you to know that I went to the Ft. Worth Zoo last week and totally took pictures in the "outback" now i am sure that it has nothing on the real outback.. but i got to see one.. and i mean one kangaroo!! hahahah

now as for work.. it is getting better... at least for this week

I almost died... twice

so I am here to admit that I Michele am afraid... deathly afraid of heights. I know it sounds stupid but I can't do them. So today at work I had to go around the student center and hang these signs up... well needless to say I almost died, twice hahahaha :)

On a rather sad note... recruitment starts today and it really kills me to see that my disaffiliation from my sorority is having such an effect on some people... yes you cant talk to me, but it is only for a week. I know it is hard to do something that you are so used to doing but at the end of the week we will be reunited.

oh okay so I had done a lot of thinking and what I have concluded is that I need to make sure that my religion stays number one in my life. There are sometimes when I think that I can do it on my own only to find out how truly wrong I am. It is probably the hardest thing that I have to admit. That I cannot be totally in control of my own life. And to be honest it scares the shit out of me.

And let me vent about guys real fast because I am a girl and that is what I do.
Why do they suck so much? I am sure if I could get that question answered I would hold the key for all single womens understanding of men. Why is it so hard for girls to go and express their feelings???

So recruitment starts today!! Good Luck Ladies and know that I am rooting for you :)

Rock Me Sexy Jesus

okay so yesterday shahala and I went to go see Hamlet 2. Totally thinking it would be a great funny movie to go see.... NO!!! the only part that was funny was the rock me sexy jesus song. I mean I would not go ask for my money back but now i understand why there were only 5 people in the theatre.

Today is Labor day and I love the fact that we do not have school however it kinda makes me sad. I love going to classes and working... i mean there are certian reasons are to why i would love to go to work... yeah its a guy i get to see but here is the funny thing about that... i dont even talk to him... so its really just a crush that im sure 5 people know about. Its funny for me because if you were to walk around and see us interacting.... oh wait there is no interaction.... i have come to the conclusion that if you are not American i find myself attracted to you.... That thing about the good ole american boy... not my type.... hahahah i honestly feel like this is going to be a great semester full of adventure and excitment!