Jan Demas

So this woman that my family is very close to... I actually consider her my aunt, is in the hospital right now as we speak.. slowly dying. Holding on to that last hope that she might have a change at living. She was admitted to the hospital on Wednesday to remove liquid that had filled into her lungs. After the surgery she was induced medically into a coma. Her lungs are just shot completely to hell. One is not even working and the other is slowing stopping. She is currently on a respirator and sometimes this weekend the family has to make a decision whether or not to take her off.
This woman is truly a strong woman. She has been struggling with a cancer battle since i can remember. And you would never know it. She would never complain about feel bad, or ask for sympathy. This woman is so strong. She has a family and would cook them dinner every night. She has a loving husband who is being so strong right now.
When things like this happen to your family of course the first thing you question is how could God do this to people. But you know what i say to that. God gave this cross for Jan to bear because he knew that she was strong enough to take it on. This is a blessing in disguise. She is living her hell on earth to receive her grace after passing.
Please keep Jan and her family in your prayers. They need them right now

Football... the REAL Football

So soccer is now a huge part of my daily life!!! I look up stats on my fav. players and see how my teams are doing... well let me tell you what... my team is doing HORRIBLE!! I might need to find a new team j.k

On the good news side of life our MSU Men's Soccer team is having a fantastic season!!!! the boys I know on the team are doing such a great job!!

well thats all for now!!!

People in the Work Place

Just in general, it baffles me how unprofessional some people can be. You work in a Professional setting, you should be Professional. It does not take a college degree to make you a professional it should be about your attitude.

Today at the Major's Fair there was this woman who was at a table, and as a Professor was talking to a student about a certain major, this woman was chomping on gum. When i say chomping there is no room for exaggeration, this woman was making such major movements with her jaw i was waiting for it to detach its self.

So let's just say at work these past couple of days has been a living hell!!!
Apparently I hate poor people and only want to hang out with rich people.

And here is a letter for the set up crew.
Dear Set Up Crew,
You guys enjoy making my life a living hell. Funny thing is I like being around you guys. Talking about soccer and life in general. You are like a freaking clut of your own. You don't like new people in your little group. For example, Josh, you might know him by Jacob, well he is a fun guy to talk to because you three never work!!! Lets work on that :)

You have Unleashed the Beast

So one thing that really upsets me, is when people sit there and degrade me as a person.
I understand that you are jealous that people like me a whole lot more than you... that is understandable I would be upset too. But really do not sit there and tell people that I am a horrible person, and once confronted by me, run with your tail in between your legs, like a scared little puppy.
I am more of a leader on this campus than you will ever be. I have friends in high places. I do not sit around and talk crap about people and then lie about it.
You talk out of both sides of your mouth and play to your audience. That is a great quality of a President of an organization right?!?!
You should feel luck that I only have one more semester left in this chapter, because unlike you, I am going places with my life. I am making something of myself, and it is so sad that you cannot say the same thing about your life.
Green is a great color on you!!! Only you should not wear it all the time... it's flattering I promise that you wish you were me!!

Dear People,

okay seriously!!! some people really need to catch on... you annoy the shit out of me.
i know that its my fault for texting you back but i dont want to be rude and just ignore you but please realize that you annoy the poop out of me and tht it will never happen, one because you dated my sister, and two because you are immature!!!

okay so last week we had this mind reader come to campus, and it totally freaked me out!!!!
he had us write on a piece of paper our names, a sequence of numbers, someone only i would know, and then a quetion that i do not know the answer to... well he picked my name and boy was it freaky!!!! he could not see but he knew what was on the card... totally made a believer out of me :)

so this week is big/ little week and i cannot wait to see everyones faces when they find out who their big sister is!!! they will hopefully all be excited about it!!!!

dear CLB,
i am taking a little and it might just be you :)

sighting for the past few weeks....
TOO MANY TO COUNT, she is starting to get on my nerves